Disclosure

The internet has done such wonderful things to our perception of concepts like "private"  and  "personal"...


3:44pm Psychopompous

you won't believe what i am doing now

actually you will but you won't approve

christ,  i don't approve

3:45pm John

what?

3:46pm Psychopompous

you know that guy last night i said i was slightly obsessed with?

3:47pm John

yeeessssss

3:48pm Psychopompous

well I'm working on removing the "slightly"

this is so unhealthy

I'm internet stalking him.  It's turned out to be incredibly easy

I was introduced to him exremely fleetingly at the queer film festival by a guy whose blog i read

i found a comment by him on that blog

it links to his own blog profile

he ran his blog for two years (2006 and 2007) but it's still all up there and he used it to basically tell the story of his entire life up to that point...

I am excercising a tiny bit of self-discipline by not actually reading all of it

especially the stuff about his early life

he's even got a link on it to a flickr feed for crissakes

3:51pm John

I think you may have a problem...  hehehe

3:51pm Psychopompous

honestly,  when people are going to make it this easy...

the good news:  I seem to be an amazingly good judge of people

this guy is SOOOO my kind of guy.

the bad news:  i am seriously fucked up

3:53pm John

LOL I kinda always guessed that to be so

3:53pm Psychopompous

you know i even found a photo on his flickr site which features an american guy i knew in berlin.  [Ed.:  probably incorrect - pretty sure it's just an uncanny resemblance.]  i'm thinking if i keep looking through i'll see my own fucking self on there...

the dude spent a couple of years in europe

3:54pm John

mmmmm cultured

3:57pm Psychopompous

he has similar interests to me, similar life history (long-term girlfriend check,  spanish boyfriend check,  time spent in europe check -  and it goes on [Ed.:  but still doesn't get much less superficial than this]),  and he's even been hanging out in the same places and with the same people!

3:58pm John

It must be destiny then...

heehehe

3:58pm Psychopompous

only problem is i'll find out so much about him that i'll get bored and move on without ever actually talking to him :)